1 00:00:06,172 --> 00:00:08,925 AN ORIGINAL NETFLIX SERIES 2 00:00:26,693 --> 00:00:27,777 Come on, it's time. 3 00:01:18,495 --> 00:01:20,455 Do you see what this does to us? 4 00:01:20,538 --> 00:01:23,333 - Do you see what it does to us? - What should I do? 5 00:01:25,543 --> 00:01:28,630 He has this life because of you and him. 6 00:01:29,339 --> 00:01:34,260 You shouldn't have taken her to the police station. nor let her go to court with you. 7 00:01:34,427 --> 00:01:35,929 It's not the same since then. 8 00:01:36,012 --> 00:01:39,307 Well, tell me what to do and I will do it. 9 00:01:39,390 --> 00:01:41,893 - Because I did what I could. - Yes, well. 10 00:01:42,143 --> 00:01:43,728 What you could caused this. 11 00:01:44,938 --> 00:01:48,650 Everyone has problems for everything in this family. 12 00:01:51,152 --> 00:01:52,570 We have a rapist. 13 00:01:52,654 --> 00:01:55,031 - He's not a rapist. Don't say that. - That's what they say. 14 00:01:55,115 --> 00:01:56,741 We hear that all the time. 15 00:01:56,825 --> 00:01:58,368 Don't start because you know what? 16 00:01:58,451 --> 00:02:00,578 You just went to the park with friends, okay? 17 00:02:00,662 --> 00:02:03,623 He went to the park because I told him to go. 18 00:02:03,706 --> 00:02:05,375 I said, "There's trouble in the neighborhood, "Why don't you go to the park?" 19 00:02:07,210 --> 00:02:10,296 Shit, I sent him there. 20 00:02:10,380 --> 00:02:12,340 He listened to me because he's a good boy. 21 00:02:12,423 --> 00:02:15,051 Come on. You know him, he's a good boy. 22 00:02:15,135 --> 00:02:17,220 He would never have hurt anyone. 23 00:02:18,054 --> 00:02:18,930 Hey. 24 00:02:20,431 --> 00:02:23,393 We were just talking, mom. 25 00:02:31,651 --> 00:02:34,320 I'm going to smoke a cigarette, okay? 26 00:02:36,614 --> 00:02:37,448 See you later. 27 00:02:42,579 --> 00:02:44,414 - Darling. - Yes, mommy. 28 00:02:44,914 --> 00:02:46,708 Can you help me prepare it? 29 00:02:46,791 --> 00:02:47,792 Yes. 30 00:02:48,251 --> 00:02:51,171 You have plenty of time. Can I take a minute? 31 00:02:51,254 --> 00:02:53,131 Ray is going to call me. 32 00:02:53,464 --> 00:02:55,758 Ray always calls. The invoice. 33 00:02:55,842 --> 00:02:57,844 Don't worry about the bill. 34 00:02:57,927 --> 00:03:00,013 You don't pay for it, so don't worry. 35 00:03:00,096 --> 00:03:04,017 I'm worried about the bill because it takes food away from our son. 36 00:03:04,100 --> 00:03:05,935 - Don't start with that. - Look. 37 00:03:06,019 --> 00:03:07,270 - Look. - I didn't do it. 38 00:03:07,353 --> 00:03:09,022 - No? - Now you blame me. 39 00:03:09,105 --> 00:03:10,899 - You didn't. - Good. Look... 40 00:03:10,982 --> 00:03:12,734 - Give me the baby. - No. 41 00:03:12,817 --> 00:03:14,319 - Give me the baby. - No. Forget it. 42 00:03:14,402 --> 00:03:16,029 - Give me the baby. - The phone rings. 43 00:03:20,283 --> 00:03:22,118 You have a call from an inmate 44 00:03:22,202 --> 00:03:24,871 Juvenile Detention Center by Spofford. 45 00:03:24,954 --> 00:03:27,165 To accept the charges, check three. 46 00:03:28,082 --> 00:03:29,918 Dad? Are you there? 47 00:03:30,001 --> 00:03:31,753 Yes, Ray. Here I am. 48 00:03:32,086 --> 00:03:34,714 You called late today. Is everything okay? 49 00:03:34,797 --> 00:03:38,218 - How long did you wait for the phone? - Yes, about 45 minutes. 50 00:03:38,551 --> 00:03:40,220 - Forty-five! - Crazy. 51 00:03:40,303 --> 00:03:42,055 What did you have for dinner? 52 00:03:42,138 --> 00:03:43,723 Something from the pantry, thanks to you. 53 00:03:43,973 --> 00:03:45,141 Noodle soup. 54 00:03:45,850 --> 00:03:47,060 It was delicious. 55 00:03:47,268 --> 00:03:49,145 Very good, son. Good. 56 00:03:49,854 --> 00:03:52,440 Thanks for that money. 57 00:03:53,233 --> 00:03:55,235 I try to use it well, okay? 58 00:03:55,818 --> 00:03:57,737 - So that it lasts. - That's good. 59 00:03:57,820 --> 00:04:01,157 Try to make it last as long as you can. 60 00:04:11,459 --> 00:04:13,169 Don't worry. 61 00:04:13,253 --> 00:04:14,754 Can you treat her better? 62 00:04:26,683 --> 00:04:29,102 Ray, come here. 63 00:05:00,174 --> 00:05:02,176 I'm sorry you have to do this. 64 00:05:04,470 --> 00:05:07,890 I would come every day if they would let me. 65 00:05:08,349 --> 00:05:10,435 - I wouldn't want that. - Because? 66 00:05:11,811 --> 00:05:13,187 I can keep you company. 67 00:05:13,396 --> 00:05:15,523 It's too much trouble. 68 00:05:16,899 --> 00:05:18,234 And too much money. 69 00:05:18,568 --> 00:05:21,362 Well, you're exaggerating. 70 00:05:25,908 --> 00:05:27,452 You are not a bother. 71 00:05:31,247 --> 00:05:32,165 Can you sleep? 72 00:05:47,263 --> 00:05:48,473 I have had... 73 00:05:52,268 --> 00:05:53,770 I have had dreams. 74 00:05:57,648 --> 00:05:58,566 Nightmares? 75 00:06:00,276 --> 00:06:01,652 Yes. 76 00:06:07,492 --> 00:06:08,910 I'm in my bunk... 77 00:06:11,537 --> 00:06:14,999 ...and I hear some steps. 78 00:06:17,877 --> 00:06:21,214 And they are getting closer and closer. 79 00:06:23,216 --> 00:06:26,803 I don't know if I'm dreaming or... 80 00:06:28,679 --> 00:06:31,140 ...if they are real. I... 81 00:06:37,355 --> 00:06:39,857 Every night they get closer. 82 00:06:50,785 --> 00:06:53,079 Keep listening to those footsteps, baby. 83 00:06:55,415 --> 00:06:56,541 It's me. 84 00:06:58,793 --> 00:07:00,586 I'm coming to take you home. 85 00:07:14,642 --> 00:07:16,978 I feel like everyone hates me, mom. 86 00:07:17,061 --> 00:07:18,604 I know you feel that way. I know you feel that way. 87 00:07:21,399 --> 00:07:23,067 But I love you enough 88 00:07:23,901 --> 00:07:26,654 as if to compensate for everyone else. 89 00:07:29,198 --> 00:07:32,076 The only thing I do all day... 90 00:07:33,327 --> 00:07:35,371 ...is loving you. 91 00:07:39,292 --> 00:07:42,962 Never think you are alone. 92 00:07:43,546 --> 00:07:46,674 I'm with you in this. 93 00:07:47,216 --> 00:07:49,469 If you cry, I cry. 94 00:07:49,719 --> 00:07:52,472 If you are angry, I get angry. 95 00:07:53,181 --> 00:07:54,432 If you are afraid... 96 00:07:54,932 --> 00:07:55,933 ...I'm afraid. 97 00:07:56,392 --> 00:07:57,518 If you are free... 98 00:07:58,519 --> 00:07:59,562 ...I am free. 99 00:08:00,104 --> 00:08:03,316 You and me, always. 100 00:08:46,442 --> 00:08:47,443 My baby. 101 00:08:48,694 --> 00:08:49,779 Hello darling. 102 00:08:50,279 --> 00:08:51,322 Hello, mommy. 103 00:09:27,608 --> 00:09:28,734 Let's see, give me that. 104 00:09:29,694 --> 00:09:30,611 Give me your coat. 105 00:09:51,757 --> 00:09:52,675 Is it here? 106 00:10:00,474 --> 00:10:01,559 Bobby. 107 00:10:04,895 --> 00:10:05,730 Bobby. 108 00:10:09,275 --> 00:10:10,443 Look who arrived. 109 00:10:16,699 --> 00:10:17,658 Hello. 110 00:10:18,909 --> 00:10:19,785 Hello. 111 00:10:23,998 --> 00:10:24,915 Hello, son. 112 00:10:26,167 --> 00:10:27,251 Welcome home. 113 00:10:28,836 --> 00:10:30,921 Hello. 114 00:10:33,424 --> 00:10:34,508 Hello. 115 00:10:44,810 --> 00:10:46,062 How do you explain that? 116 00:10:46,646 --> 00:10:48,689 He called to see how we were doing. 117 00:10:51,817 --> 00:10:53,235 He didn't seem right. 118 00:10:54,153 --> 00:10:57,448 I asked him how he was. He said, "Fine," but I know him. 119 00:10:57,531 --> 00:10:59,533 I know every inflection of his voice 120 00:10:59,909 --> 00:11:01,952 and I know what it means. 121 00:11:02,495 --> 00:11:03,913 Even when he doesn't know it. 122 00:11:05,289 --> 00:11:06,791 I knew it wasn't right. 123 00:11:11,253 --> 00:11:12,922 So I asked him to come. 124 00:11:15,341 --> 00:11:17,885 So I could see for myself how I was doing. 125 00:11:22,598 --> 00:11:23,557 And that's what he did. 126 00:11:28,396 --> 00:11:30,022 He didn't return until... 127 00:11:31,273 --> 00:11:32,316 ...two years ago. 128 00:11:32,608 --> 00:11:34,568 Before that, I was trying to work, 129 00:11:34,735 --> 00:11:36,195 I was still part-time. 130 00:11:36,696 --> 00:11:38,698 But when they sent him to dialysis, 131 00:11:39,824 --> 00:11:40,991 They fired him. 132 00:11:44,245 --> 00:11:45,705 Why do you breathe like that? 133 00:11:46,330 --> 00:11:48,541 The water stays around his heart. 134 00:11:48,874 --> 00:11:50,626 His kidneys don't work. 135 00:11:53,212 --> 00:11:54,922 Will it stay like this? 136 00:11:59,218 --> 00:12:00,720 It's a lot for you, mom. 137 00:12:00,928 --> 00:12:01,762 Well... 138 00:12:03,389 --> 00:12:05,516 ...it will be easier now that you are here. 139 00:12:08,227 --> 00:12:09,353 I'm going to take care of you. 140 00:12:10,521 --> 00:12:11,439 I want to do it. 141 00:12:16,819 --> 00:12:17,653 But... 142 00:12:19,238 --> 00:12:20,656 ...I won't take care of him. 143 00:12:23,868 --> 00:12:25,077 If it were up to me, 144 00:12:25,828 --> 00:12:27,580 he would be on the street. 145 00:12:34,295 --> 00:12:36,088 When you marry someone... 146 00:12:38,674 --> 00:12:44,096 ...you promise to take care of them in health and in illness. 147 00:12:44,847 --> 00:12:47,600 - It was in our vows. -He abandoned you. 148 00:12:49,393 --> 00:12:51,437 - Was that there too? - Bobby came back. 149 00:12:51,520 --> 00:12:52,897 When he needed something. 150 00:12:54,190 --> 00:12:55,816 Everyone made a decision. 151 00:12:57,193 --> 00:13:00,154 I was wrong to listen to him at the police station. 152 00:13:01,489 --> 00:13:03,240 He was wrong to leave us. 153 00:13:03,908 --> 00:13:05,409 You are wrong now. 154 00:13:06,619 --> 00:13:09,121 We all make bad decisions. Now what? 155 00:13:09,580 --> 00:13:11,957 That? Am I going to blame you? 156 00:13:12,291 --> 00:13:15,878 Will you blame me? Will we blame him forever? 157 00:13:15,961 --> 00:13:17,046 There are differences. 158 00:13:20,424 --> 00:13:22,384 You and I did things for love. 159 00:13:22,760 --> 00:13:24,136 And we believed him. Me then and you now. 160 00:13:29,391 --> 00:13:31,560 But he didn't abandon us for love. 161 00:13:33,020 --> 00:13:34,021 That's not love. 162 00:13:37,441 --> 00:13:38,984 Not then nor now. 163 00:13:52,998 --> 00:13:54,375 You like daddy's nose. 164 00:13:55,584 --> 00:13:57,419 You have a call from an inmate 165 00:13:57,503 --> 00:14:00,297 Juvenile Detention Center by Spofford. 166 00:14:00,798 --> 00:14:03,133 This call may be recorded. 167 00:14:03,509 --> 00:14:05,719 To accept the charges, check three. 168 00:14:06,512 --> 00:14:08,097 - Hello, dad. - Hello, Ray. 169 00:14:08,389 --> 00:14:09,640 How are you doing? 170 00:14:10,641 --> 00:14:14,353 It's all good. I try to keep a low profile, you know? 171 00:14:15,271 --> 00:14:17,773 - How are you? - Let me take your brother down. 172 00:14:21,902 --> 00:14:23,988 It was a quiet day in the neighborhood. 173 00:14:24,071 --> 00:14:25,239 Quite calm. 174 00:14:25,406 --> 00:14:27,825 Better than last week. 175 00:14:27,950 --> 00:14:29,869 The city was going crazy. 176 00:14:30,119 --> 00:14:31,203 We couldn't sleep. 177 00:14:31,495 --> 00:14:32,496 How crazy. 178 00:14:33,122 --> 00:14:35,207 - Nothing changed there? - No. 179 00:14:35,291 --> 00:14:36,500 How about there? 180 00:14:36,584 --> 00:14:38,544 - Calm down. - Good. 181 00:14:38,627 --> 00:14:40,504 That's good. I'm glad. 182 00:14:40,754 --> 00:14:41,922 What will you eat today? 183 00:14:42,715 --> 00:14:46,468 Tonight, a frozen dinner because Elena wants to lose weight. 184 00:14:46,552 --> 00:14:49,638 Now I must eat diet foods. 185 00:14:51,015 --> 00:14:52,099 Like which ones? 186 00:14:52,182 --> 00:14:55,144 Shit that no adult does I should have to eat. 187 00:14:56,020 --> 00:14:58,188 - It sounds like that. - Right? 188 00:14:59,440 --> 00:15:01,525 But I would accept them right now. 189 00:15:03,777 --> 00:15:05,905 Yes, sure. 190 00:15:06,989 --> 00:15:08,115 And you, son? 191 00:15:09,491 --> 00:15:10,659 What did you have for dinner? 192 00:15:10,743 --> 00:15:12,870 You know what they feed us, 193 00:15:13,495 --> 00:15:16,165 but I'm still hungry so I eat everything there is. 194 00:15:16,248 --> 00:15:17,750 Like wood, like son. 195 00:15:17,917 --> 00:15:19,293 Tonight is my night. 196 00:15:19,376 --> 00:15:21,670 It's macaroni and cheese night. 197 00:15:22,004 --> 00:15:23,964 With fried mortadella. 198 00:15:24,048 --> 00:15:27,760 Fried mortadella? Look at you, big spender. 199 00:15:27,843 --> 00:15:28,844 Yes. 200 00:15:29,386 --> 00:15:32,139 But sometimes I need meat. 201 00:15:33,641 --> 00:15:34,975 I'll splurge a little. 202 00:15:35,601 --> 00:15:39,271 Yes, well, you're taking care of yourself and that's what matters, you know? 203 00:15:39,355 --> 00:15:41,106 You must do what is necessary. 204 00:15:41,565 --> 00:15:43,776 But very soon you will be home. 205 00:15:45,110 --> 00:15:46,111 I hope so. 206 00:16:09,593 --> 00:16:10,427 OFFERS IN HARLEM 207 00:17:20,289 --> 00:17:22,207 Come meet my wife Elena. 208 00:17:22,541 --> 00:17:23,375 Yeah? 209 00:17:30,841 --> 00:17:32,843 - This is my wife, Elena. - Hello. 210 00:17:34,845 --> 00:17:35,679 A pleasure. 211 00:17:36,638 --> 00:17:37,514 Likewise. 212 00:17:46,398 --> 00:17:47,483 Nothing. 213 00:17:50,819 --> 00:17:52,154 And all these guys? 214 00:17:52,404 --> 00:17:55,324 Elena's cousins. She lets them live here. 215 00:17:56,033 --> 00:17:57,367 He has a big heart. 216 00:18:02,623 --> 00:18:04,541 I'll put this in my room. 217 00:18:17,012 --> 00:18:19,473 Yeah, don't worry about all that. 218 00:18:19,556 --> 00:18:20,682 We'll get it out. 219 00:18:22,184 --> 00:18:23,393 Everything changed. 220 00:18:25,020 --> 00:18:26,647 Yes I know. 221 00:18:27,773 --> 00:18:30,275 Elena wanted to change it for the baby. 222 00:18:32,111 --> 00:18:33,112 Good. 223 00:18:37,116 --> 00:18:38,033 Hey, Lena. 224 00:18:38,742 --> 00:18:39,576 How are you...? 225 00:18:42,704 --> 00:18:44,623 As? I gave you money yesterday. 226 00:18:44,706 --> 00:18:45,749 I bought food. 227 00:18:47,876 --> 00:18:49,962 - Do you want water? - I'll drink water. 228 00:18:50,420 --> 00:18:52,798 Ramon, come. 229 00:18:52,881 --> 00:18:54,091 He calls you daddy. 230 00:18:54,258 --> 00:18:56,260 Ramoncito! Come here! 231 00:19:02,015 --> 00:19:03,892 He is your older brother. Yeah? 232 00:19:03,976 --> 00:19:06,645 Say hello to your older brother. His name is Raymond. 233 00:19:07,521 --> 00:19:09,273 I told you about Raymond, right? 234 00:19:09,439 --> 00:19:10,941 Didn't I tell you about Raymond? 235 00:19:15,362 --> 00:19:16,280 Thank you. 236 00:19:20,367 --> 00:19:22,703 - He has to eat. - He wants to be with me. 237 00:19:34,047 --> 00:19:37,092 Let's put Ramón's things in my room, okay? 238 00:19:39,928 --> 00:19:42,472 Put her to bed. Be careful with the sheets. 239 00:19:43,265 --> 00:19:44,766 - It's the mother, right? - Yeah. 240 00:19:45,726 --> 00:19:47,978 - They don't live here, right? - No. 241 00:19:48,061 --> 00:19:50,063 She helps with Ramón, that's all. 242 00:19:50,314 --> 00:19:52,149 - OK. - Hey, wait. 243 00:19:53,233 --> 00:19:57,029 Did you know? Why don't you take this to the living room? 244 00:19:57,154 --> 00:19:57,988 Alright. 245 00:19:58,238 --> 00:19:59,198 Put it out there. 246 00:20:00,741 --> 00:20:01,575 ¿Ray? 247 00:20:06,705 --> 00:20:08,165 I didn't want to bother you. 248 00:20:08,624 --> 00:20:09,708 - Yeah? - Talk to me. 249 00:20:09,791 --> 00:20:11,627 Okay, I'll do it. 250 00:20:11,793 --> 00:20:12,628 Dad? 251 00:20:13,795 --> 00:20:15,714 Did your wife know you were coming back? 252 00:20:15,797 --> 00:20:16,673 Yeah. 253 00:20:17,341 --> 00:20:19,134 Clear. Because? 254 00:20:20,385 --> 00:20:21,220 Oye. 255 00:20:22,804 --> 00:20:24,139 I have something for you. 256 00:20:29,478 --> 00:20:30,562 It's for you. 257 00:21:10,269 --> 00:21:14,314 MY NAME IS RAYMOND MY FATHER IS... 258 00:22:03,155 --> 00:22:04,406 Tron, are you hungry? 259 00:22:13,206 --> 00:22:14,082 Oye. 260 00:22:21,590 --> 00:22:22,424 Oye. 261 00:22:23,091 --> 00:22:24,551 I prepared lunch. 262 00:22:27,304 --> 00:22:29,639 I was hoping we could talk. 263 00:22:57,501 --> 00:22:59,419 Maybe after your workout. 264 00:23:27,155 --> 00:23:29,491 - Come to the rally at 10:00. - Come on. 265 00:23:29,574 --> 00:23:32,452 - Hello, Deloris! - Where is? 266 00:23:32,536 --> 00:23:33,954 - I'll be outside. - I see. 267 00:23:35,330 --> 00:23:36,998 Come to the rally at 10:00. 268 00:23:37,082 --> 00:23:38,834 - Resisting? - At 10:00. 269 00:23:38,917 --> 00:23:40,210 I do what I can. 270 00:23:42,421 --> 00:23:43,255 Sharonne. 271 00:23:44,798 --> 00:23:46,174 How are you, Deloris? 272 00:23:48,385 --> 00:23:49,678 How is Yusef? 273 00:23:49,761 --> 00:23:51,388 Yes, Yusef is moving forward. 274 00:23:51,471 --> 00:23:53,849 Studying the Quran, learning of faith. 275 00:23:53,932 --> 00:23:55,350 And at school, of course. 276 00:23:56,226 --> 00:23:58,353 I wish there was a school Where is Korey? There is no school in Auburn. 277 00:24:03,525 --> 00:24:05,944 And now they have him in isolation and... 278 00:24:07,154 --> 00:24:09,948 - He's having a bad time. - I guess so. 279 00:24:10,365 --> 00:24:14,286 I was too young to go direct to an adult prison. 280 00:24:15,120 --> 00:24:18,623 I always pray for him. Always. 281 00:24:18,832 --> 00:24:20,292 I also pray for Kevin. 282 00:24:20,709 --> 00:24:21,960 For all the boys. 283 00:24:26,131 --> 00:24:27,424 Mrs. Grace, how are you? 284 00:24:28,800 --> 00:24:30,218 Will you come to the rally? 285 00:24:30,802 --> 00:24:34,473 Would you ask Yusef What to write to Korey? 286 00:24:34,973 --> 00:24:37,434 I would encourage him 287 00:24:37,517 --> 00:24:40,896 and God knows that would be very good for him... 288 00:24:40,979 --> 00:24:42,981 - I can't do it. - Because? 289 00:24:44,274 --> 00:24:46,985 They can't communicate because they are convicted criminals. 290 00:24:47,068 --> 00:24:50,614 They cannot share communications between facilities. 291 00:24:50,697 --> 00:24:51,990 It's the law of the state. 292 00:24:52,908 --> 00:24:56,036 We could help them with that and it would be easy. 293 00:24:56,369 --> 00:24:58,747 When you visit him, he gives you the letter, you give it to me, 294 00:24:58,830 --> 00:25:00,332 then I give it to Korey, 295 00:25:00,415 --> 00:25:03,376 and we are the link between them. 296 00:25:06,922 --> 00:25:08,924 Ask about him, Sharonne. 297 00:25:09,257 --> 00:25:11,551 I'm trying to get Yusef to come home. 298 00:25:12,802 --> 00:25:13,637 Home. 299 00:25:14,221 --> 00:25:15,639 As soon as possible. 300 00:25:16,139 --> 00:25:18,308 Hopefully I could come back next year. 301 00:25:19,100 --> 00:25:22,395 I can't involve him in this very strange matter. 302 00:25:23,855 --> 00:25:25,065 I can't do it. 303 00:25:27,859 --> 00:25:30,111 Take care of yourself. Send regards to Korey. 304 00:25:48,880 --> 00:25:51,007 I invoke the perfect words of Allah 305 00:25:51,091 --> 00:25:54,261 to protect us from evil which can come from heaven or earth, 306 00:25:54,594 --> 00:25:56,596 against the challenges of night and day. 307 00:25:57,556 --> 00:25:59,724 In the name of Allah, merciful and kind. 308 00:26:00,600 --> 00:26:01,726 Subhan Allah. 309 00:26:04,312 --> 00:26:05,355 You studied! 310 00:26:06,398 --> 00:26:07,440 It shows. 311 00:26:08,567 --> 00:26:10,902 - Are you close to the brothers? - Like you told me. 312 00:26:11,194 --> 00:26:12,070 I like them. 313 00:26:12,821 --> 00:26:15,115 They treat me well. Talk later. 314 00:26:15,657 --> 00:26:18,493 That's very good, son. 315 00:26:20,412 --> 00:26:22,080 How are Aisha and Shareef? 316 00:26:22,664 --> 00:26:25,584 They are fine. They send their love. 317 00:26:26,543 --> 00:26:27,502 And the work? 318 00:26:28,962 --> 00:26:31,464 I don't know if I can continue sending it there. 319 00:26:31,548 --> 00:26:35,176 My daughter is... I'm not going to say who she is, 320 00:26:35,468 --> 00:26:37,429 but he was a victim of something like that, 321 00:26:37,512 --> 00:26:41,641 of a tragedy, and it took us years to overcome it. 322 00:26:42,350 --> 00:26:45,395 The guy was trash. He doesn't deserve to live, much less 323 00:26:45,478 --> 00:26:48,690 work in what I believed in which was a respectable institution. 324 00:26:48,773 --> 00:26:49,983 I think I will have... 325 00:26:53,486 --> 00:26:56,698 - I don't want to beg. - I agree. Let's not beg. 326 00:26:58,199 --> 00:27:00,619 I think it will be better for everyone involved. 327 00:27:00,869 --> 00:27:02,495 We have to say goodbye to you. 328 00:27:08,001 --> 00:27:09,669 The first interview was good. 329 00:27:11,421 --> 00:27:13,381 The second interview, even better. 330 00:27:15,842 --> 00:27:17,719 Then, the same old thing. 331 00:27:19,471 --> 00:27:21,056 They discover about Yusef. 332 00:27:24,309 --> 00:27:26,269 It sure is illegal to do that. 333 00:27:26,853 --> 00:27:27,937 Sue them. 334 00:27:28,897 --> 00:27:30,690 I don't want more lawyers. 335 00:27:31,149 --> 00:27:33,526 Not another court in my entire life. 336 00:27:33,818 --> 00:27:37,072 - I'm still paying fees. - You will find another job. 337 00:27:37,322 --> 00:27:39,407 It's the scam they have in corrections. 338 00:27:40,116 --> 00:27:41,326 That's a crime! 339 00:27:41,785 --> 00:27:45,413 A ten minute call from Yusef It costs 23 dollars. 340 00:27:45,872 --> 00:27:47,207 Shit. 341 00:27:47,624 --> 00:27:49,125 Where am I going to get them from? 342 00:27:54,339 --> 00:27:56,633 My name is Sharonne Salaam. 343 00:27:57,509 --> 00:27:59,719 and I came to find out on social assistance. 344 00:28:01,471 --> 00:28:02,889 All good at work. 345 00:28:03,223 --> 00:28:05,725 Your brothers are fine. Don't worry about that. 346 00:28:07,310 --> 00:28:08,895 You must focus on yourself. 347 00:28:09,604 --> 00:28:13,233 So what have you been thinking about? 348 00:28:15,110 --> 00:28:16,569 What is happening there? 349 00:28:20,699 --> 00:28:23,702 I've been thinking a lot about Korey. 350 00:28:26,329 --> 00:28:29,165 Nobody knows about him since he was transferred from Rikers. 351 00:28:30,792 --> 00:28:32,627 It wasn't even on the list. 352 00:28:34,671 --> 00:28:37,424 He came to take care of me so as not to disappoint you. 353 00:28:42,971 --> 00:28:44,764 And now we don't know where it is. 354 00:28:48,059 --> 00:28:48,935 It's not good. 355 00:28:49,018 --> 00:28:51,104 Honey, how you feel about Korey... 356 00:28:53,523 --> 00:28:55,442 ...it means you're a good person. 357 00:28:56,234 --> 00:28:58,987 But now you have to focus on yourself. 358 00:28:59,821 --> 00:29:01,531 You must stay with the brothers 359 00:29:01,614 --> 00:29:04,325 and study. That's all you have to do while you're here. 360 00:29:04,409 --> 00:29:08,955 Soon everyone will be home and you and Korey will have a lot to talk about. 361 00:29:11,082 --> 00:29:12,542 People hate us. 362 00:29:16,004 --> 00:29:17,672 They hate your brilliance. 363 00:29:20,091 --> 00:29:21,384 They hate your beauty. 364 00:29:22,761 --> 00:29:23,970 They hate us. 365 00:29:26,681 --> 00:29:28,433 But we won't hate each other. 366 00:29:33,271 --> 00:29:34,314 Home. 367 00:29:35,106 --> 00:29:36,191 Yes, son. 368 00:29:37,901 --> 00:29:38,985 Home. 369 00:29:50,288 --> 00:29:54,209 WELCOME HOME, YUSEF 370 00:29:54,292 --> 00:29:55,168 Get in there. 371 00:29:57,420 --> 00:29:58,505 Come here, friend! 372 00:29:58,588 --> 00:30:00,715 - Tasty, right? - Aren't you going to eat that? 373 00:30:00,799 --> 00:30:02,133 Take this plate. 374 00:30:03,927 --> 00:30:06,137 Go ahead, eat. Help yourself. Aisha! Bring your brother a plate. 375 00:30:16,856 --> 00:30:19,275 You know he loves sweet potatoes. 376 00:30:20,860 --> 00:30:22,570 - Thank you. - You are welcome. 377 00:30:23,279 --> 00:30:25,657 - Are you OK? - Yes I'm fine. Thank you. 378 00:30:53,601 --> 00:30:54,561 There it is. 379 00:31:06,030 --> 00:31:07,156 How was your week? 380 00:31:08,157 --> 00:31:09,409 How are you eating? 381 00:31:09,659 --> 00:31:11,661 You don't go to the cafeteria, do you? 382 00:31:11,870 --> 00:31:13,496 It's nothing more than a disaster. 383 00:31:13,997 --> 00:31:16,749 Do you eat from the pantry? Enough to fill you up? 384 00:31:16,958 --> 00:31:20,461 Yes. That's enough. Thank you. 385 00:31:25,258 --> 00:31:26,718 Do you want to tell us something? 386 00:31:29,387 --> 00:31:32,056 Do you and Yusef still take care of each other? 387 00:31:35,852 --> 00:31:39,188 Yusef is with the Muslims now. 388 00:31:42,567 --> 00:31:44,569 - I don't know. - Alright. 389 00:31:45,445 --> 00:31:46,404 Look at me. 390 00:31:47,572 --> 00:31:49,240 That gives you something to look forward to. 391 00:31:50,158 --> 00:31:51,576 You must find something too. 392 00:31:53,786 --> 00:31:55,538 It's the trick to having a happy life. I'll tell you something you don't know. 393 00:32:01,544 --> 00:32:04,380 I'll tell you what it's like to have something to look forward to. 394 00:32:06,299 --> 00:32:10,428 My co-workers were courteous, but I wasn't anyone's friend. 395 00:32:10,720 --> 00:32:13,932 They didn't want to be near me and I thought I deserved it, 396 00:32:14,015 --> 00:32:15,016 so I accepted it. 397 00:32:15,308 --> 00:32:18,937 I was alone for a long time, doing what I had to get through the day. 398 00:32:19,979 --> 00:32:20,980 That's not life. 399 00:32:21,230 --> 00:32:22,690 And it is not happiness. 400 00:32:23,316 --> 00:32:26,235 Happiness is having something to look forward to. 401 00:32:34,118 --> 00:32:34,994 Hello. Hello. 402 00:32:39,207 --> 00:32:40,458 Welcome to Thrifty. How can I help you? 403 00:32:42,335 --> 00:32:45,755 Yes please. I need to rent a minivan for the weekend. 404 00:32:47,507 --> 00:32:50,218 We have many options. 405 00:32:50,301 --> 00:32:51,678 This one here is... 406 00:32:52,971 --> 00:32:54,138 ...great for your wife, 407 00:32:54,889 --> 00:32:56,140 his children, his entire family. 408 00:32:56,391 --> 00:32:59,519 And to take your grandmother and her friends to Atlantic City 409 00:32:59,602 --> 00:33:02,355 for your Mega Bingo game? 410 00:33:03,982 --> 00:33:05,358 That's what it's also good for. 411 00:33:06,150 --> 00:33:08,695 I rented it to them for three days. 412 00:33:09,070 --> 00:33:11,698 And I tell you to wait for him to return it 413 00:33:12,073 --> 00:33:15,201 it was the most fun that has happened to me in a long time. 414 00:33:15,451 --> 00:33:16,285 Next. Hey, 415 00:33:36,222 --> 00:33:38,474 Would you like to have dinner with me someday? 416 00:33:47,442 --> 00:33:48,359 That? 417 00:33:48,651 --> 00:33:49,652 You said no. 418 00:33:49,736 --> 00:33:52,405 - Yes, I said no. - Wait... 419 00:33:52,572 --> 00:33:53,948 - No, I... - No. 420 00:33:54,907 --> 00:33:59,746 Did you wait for him three days and three nights to say no to a date? 421 00:33:59,829 --> 00:34:02,081 Wait, the story continues... 422 00:34:02,165 --> 00:34:03,833 Why did you say no? 423 00:34:06,294 --> 00:34:07,587 Why did you say no? 424 00:34:09,005 --> 00:34:13,384 Because I thought I shouldn't have fun, have a romance or whatever, 425 00:34:13,509 --> 00:34:15,011 while you were here. 426 00:34:16,637 --> 00:34:18,598 I am part of the reason why you are here. 427 00:34:22,101 --> 00:34:23,436 Let me tell you, I was... 428 00:34:25,146 --> 00:34:27,440 ...very depressed the last few years. 429 00:34:29,400 --> 00:34:30,359 And I... 430 00:34:33,237 --> 00:34:34,322 ...I feel that... 431 00:34:35,573 --> 00:34:37,325 I feel guilty that you are here. 432 00:34:38,159 --> 00:34:40,328 Don't feel like that. 433 00:34:40,411 --> 00:34:41,621 No, it's okay. 434 00:34:41,871 --> 00:34:43,414 I should have been smarter. 435 00:34:43,623 --> 00:34:45,750 Remember how to do things at the police station. 436 00:34:46,876 --> 00:34:49,337 Mom taught me, right? 437 00:34:50,004 --> 00:34:51,464 All that guilt... 438 00:34:53,508 --> 00:34:55,301 ...is wasted energy. It doesn't change the past. 439 00:34:58,346 --> 00:35:02,350 And it doesn't change the future. It's a waste. 440 00:35:04,352 --> 00:35:06,312 And we have no time to waste. 441 00:35:07,313 --> 00:35:08,397 We must live. 442 00:35:12,235 --> 00:35:13,736 So we went on dates. 443 00:35:15,488 --> 00:35:16,531 Very good. 444 00:35:17,490 --> 00:35:19,117 Very good. I'm happy for you. 445 00:35:19,784 --> 00:35:22,036 Chris gives me something to look forward to. 446 00:35:23,955 --> 00:35:27,875 Study your religion it gives Yusef something to look forward to. 447 00:35:30,419 --> 00:35:32,088 Find something for yourself, Kevin. 448 00:35:44,058 --> 00:35:45,059 I love you. 449 00:36:04,704 --> 00:36:07,707 - It changed a lot, didn't it? - Yes, very much. 450 00:36:10,418 --> 00:36:11,502 I want to see everything. 451 00:36:12,920 --> 00:36:14,255 Even the park. 452 00:36:16,924 --> 00:36:18,593 I heard they remodeled it. 453 00:36:19,427 --> 00:36:21,053 Maybe one of these days... 454 00:36:22,096 --> 00:36:22,930 ...we can... 455 00:36:33,983 --> 00:36:35,484 It's okay. You have time. 456 00:36:37,278 --> 00:36:39,322 A lot changed, but you know what didn't change? 457 00:36:41,407 --> 00:36:42,241 You. 458 00:36:43,326 --> 00:36:45,119 I always prayed for that. 459 00:36:45,661 --> 00:36:49,081 so that you were safe and you would continue to be tender. 460 00:36:54,295 --> 00:36:55,588 I know you saw things, 461 00:36:56,464 --> 00:36:59,342 maybe you had to do things, defend yourself, 462 00:36:59,592 --> 00:37:02,553 survive, whatever, you know. 463 00:37:03,221 --> 00:37:04,180 But in the end, 464 00:37:06,766 --> 00:37:08,184 you have the same heart. 465 00:37:11,562 --> 00:37:13,689 You have to keep that, okay? 466 00:37:32,166 --> 00:37:34,835 - I don't want to do it. - You are the last one to leave. 467 00:37:34,919 --> 00:37:37,004 Everyone already did it. You will get over it. 468 00:37:37,380 --> 00:37:39,173 I'm not the last. Korey is. 469 00:37:42,009 --> 00:37:43,511 But from you four. 470 00:37:44,887 --> 00:37:47,640 That you register as one It doesn't mean you are. 471 00:37:47,765 --> 00:37:49,058 But it feels like that. 472 00:37:49,850 --> 00:37:50,726 I know. 473 00:37:59,527 --> 00:38:00,361 I love you. 474 00:38:03,781 --> 00:38:05,324 You must come every 90 days. 475 00:38:05,616 --> 00:38:07,743 Come to court and sign the form. 476 00:38:07,994 --> 00:38:10,746 Megan's Law is different to your release officer's. 477 00:38:10,830 --> 00:38:14,542 In three years, when it's over your parole, your LC, 478 00:38:14,625 --> 00:38:15,668 we finish. 479 00:38:16,168 --> 00:38:19,922 But you must come here every 90 days for the rest of your life, 480 00:38:20,006 --> 00:38:21,424 or you will be re-imprisoned. 481 00:38:22,008 --> 00:38:23,342 For the rest of my life? 482 00:38:23,426 --> 00:38:25,761 Do you know your curfew times? 483 00:38:25,845 --> 00:38:27,763 Yes sir. From 7 p.m. m. to 9 a.m. m. 484 00:38:27,847 --> 00:38:29,890 - Where should you be? - At home. 485 00:38:30,683 --> 00:38:34,854 The law says that inside your house. Neither on the sidewalk nor in the entrance. 486 00:38:35,062 --> 00:38:37,023 Every night until 9 a.m. m. 487 00:38:37,106 --> 00:38:39,692 What if I get a job? And do I come in earlier? 488 00:38:39,775 --> 00:38:41,110 Get another job. 489 00:38:41,736 --> 00:38:43,446 Did you work outside of prison? 490 00:38:43,529 --> 00:38:45,740 - No. - Did you fill out a job application? 491 00:38:49,076 --> 00:38:50,077 It's just practice. 492 00:38:53,122 --> 00:38:55,041 Wait. You must check those boxes. 493 00:38:56,709 --> 00:38:59,045 "A: Were you in prison?" 494 00:38:59,128 --> 00:39:01,047 "B: Did he commit any crime?" 495 00:39:01,130 --> 00:39:04,967 The one that says "committed a crime" It's there to protect you. 496 00:39:05,509 --> 00:39:06,761 Do you see that guy? 497 00:39:08,346 --> 00:39:09,722 It's Vince Martinez. 498 00:39:11,932 --> 00:39:14,769 Four years in Clinton, possession of narcotics. 499 00:39:15,311 --> 00:39:16,562 He's been out for 15 years. 500 00:39:17,396 --> 00:39:19,148 If you check that box, 501 00:39:19,523 --> 00:39:23,569 you will not work with Martínez because he is a criminal. 502 00:39:23,944 --> 00:39:27,615 And, as a condition of your LC, You can't associate with criminals. 503 00:39:28,741 --> 00:39:31,410 What will happen if you don't mark it? 504 00:39:31,744 --> 00:39:35,289 and you end up working with Martínez Why do they give you that turn? 505 00:39:35,664 --> 00:39:37,041 They will re-imprison you. 506 00:39:38,167 --> 00:39:39,668 "Are you a registered sex offender?" 507 00:39:39,752 --> 00:39:41,337 That box tells the supervisor: 508 00:39:41,420 --> 00:39:44,131 "Don't put me to give candy to the children. 509 00:39:44,215 --> 00:39:45,508 Or you'll go back to prison. 510 00:39:45,925 --> 00:39:49,178 Sexual offenders cannot be with children who are not family members. 511 00:39:49,303 --> 00:39:52,348 That's forever. Not just the next three years. 512 00:39:53,391 --> 00:39:56,310 Who should I work for? with all this on top? 513 00:39:56,394 --> 00:39:57,770 For whoever hires you. 514 00:39:59,647 --> 00:40:01,399 Raymond Santana, Jr. 515 00:40:05,444 --> 00:40:10,366 My dad told me to ask by his boss, Mrs. Bakry. 516 00:40:10,616 --> 00:40:15,287 My dad said he knew about me and that he would approve the request. 517 00:40:17,790 --> 00:40:21,001 Mrs Bakry retired two weeks ago. 518 00:40:26,715 --> 00:40:29,093 Please, I have been to many interviews. 519 00:40:29,427 --> 00:40:30,928 I need a chance. 520 00:40:36,058 --> 00:40:39,311 Your request will be processed like everyone else's. 521 00:40:41,897 --> 00:40:42,731 Thank you. 522 00:40:55,327 --> 00:40:56,412 How are you, Ray? 523 00:41:18,851 --> 00:41:21,687 You have to put it right and go in and... 524 00:41:30,154 --> 00:41:31,655 Look! It's flying! 525 00:41:33,699 --> 00:41:34,575 You know... 526 00:41:37,119 --> 00:41:38,746 ...when we moved, 527 00:41:39,038 --> 00:41:39,955 everything was new. 528 00:41:40,456 --> 00:41:44,126 And grandma always challenged me: "Get your feet off the furniture, kid!" 529 00:41:45,127 --> 00:41:46,629 Now look what they do. 530 00:41:47,171 --> 00:41:50,466 It took Uncle Manny and me two months upholster that sofa. 531 00:41:50,883 --> 00:41:53,844 Look, if something bothers you, just say it. 532 00:41:53,928 --> 00:41:55,137 Don't keep it to yourself. 533 00:41:55,221 --> 00:41:56,847 Because I don't know how to read minds. 534 00:42:01,894 --> 00:42:03,270 The spaceship is coming. 535 00:42:05,481 --> 00:42:07,233 - Here, little one. - Come on! 536 00:42:07,358 --> 00:42:08,901 Very good, champion. 537 00:42:25,709 --> 00:42:29,380 I'm sorry. I saw that the child was eating, so I thought I could eat. 538 00:42:37,388 --> 00:42:38,389 I thought I could. 539 00:42:48,232 --> 00:42:50,067 Elena, do you tell your family 540 00:42:50,150 --> 00:42:53,070 please take care of the furniture and lower the volume? 541 00:43:02,913 --> 00:43:04,331 Did you call me "rapist"? 542 00:43:05,374 --> 00:43:07,084 - You don't know me! -Ray! Enough! 543 00:43:07,167 --> 00:43:09,128 You don't know what the fuck you're saying! 544 00:43:09,712 --> 00:43:12,464 I never hurt a woman! 545 00:43:14,925 --> 00:43:17,636 - Pa, tell him. Tell him what I said! - She understands. 546 00:43:24,101 --> 00:43:26,228 You can't do that. 547 00:43:26,520 --> 00:43:28,397 Elena is my wife, yes? 548 00:43:28,480 --> 00:43:30,649 Respect her because this is her home. 549 00:43:30,733 --> 00:43:32,109 Did she respect me? 550 00:43:34,153 --> 00:43:35,613 I have to live here. 551 00:43:35,946 --> 00:43:38,741 I have no other place to go. I don't have anything. 552 00:43:41,744 --> 00:43:42,703 I don't have anything. 553 00:43:43,203 --> 00:43:44,913 I swear it will be easier. 554 00:43:45,706 --> 00:43:47,583 Look at me, friend. I tell you. 555 00:43:47,666 --> 00:43:50,461 But you must help me. You must do your part, okay? 556 00:43:51,587 --> 00:43:52,421 OK? 557 00:44:09,021 --> 00:44:11,106 You do that like you care. 558 00:44:12,024 --> 00:44:15,235 Like you want to clean this up for people you don't even know. 559 00:44:16,487 --> 00:44:18,906 you are a priest with a part-time job, right? 560 00:44:22,284 --> 00:44:23,494 Priest, no, madam. 561 00:44:24,662 --> 00:44:26,997 I guess I like it make dirty things shine. 562 00:44:28,457 --> 00:44:30,376 I like dirty things. 563 00:44:32,169 --> 00:44:33,128 Where are you from? 564 00:44:34,963 --> 00:44:35,923 From here. 565 00:44:36,924 --> 00:44:39,009 - And you? - From Shreveport, Louisiana. 566 00:44:40,678 --> 00:44:41,845 Welcome to Harlem. 567 00:44:41,929 --> 00:44:43,555 I've been here for quite some time. 568 00:44:43,847 --> 00:44:45,349 Although I haven't seen you. 569 00:44:45,808 --> 00:44:46,975 Maybe you didn't look properly. 570 00:44:48,644 --> 00:44:49,645 Yes I looked. 571 00:44:51,188 --> 00:44:52,606 Did you live in Lehman? 572 00:44:54,942 --> 00:44:55,818 No. I know you. 573 00:44:58,362 --> 00:45:01,240 - Where do I know you from? - I don't know, friend. I'm not from here. 574 00:45:07,579 --> 00:45:09,832 You told me you were from Harlem. 575 00:45:15,379 --> 00:45:16,296 I am, I... 576 00:45:16,714 --> 00:45:19,842 I didn't want to waste time with a guy who wanted to fight. 577 00:45:20,426 --> 00:45:22,219 He was going to ask me for money. 578 00:45:22,302 --> 00:45:24,972 Please. I know what you're up to. 579 00:45:25,389 --> 00:45:27,099 You only care about girls. 580 00:45:35,441 --> 00:45:36,692 Where have you been? 581 00:45:39,737 --> 00:45:41,321 You have a lot of hair. 582 00:45:41,405 --> 00:45:43,157 Which hairdresser cut you? 583 00:45:43,240 --> 00:45:44,366 Where were you? 584 00:45:44,950 --> 00:45:48,996 In the south and in Harlem Valley. I was a hairdresser there. 585 00:45:49,079 --> 00:45:51,331 How good, because they knew you by your hair. 586 00:45:51,415 --> 00:45:53,709 Flat cut, right? Lil Daddy Kane! 587 00:45:55,127 --> 00:45:56,462 Yes, I remember. 588 00:45:57,504 --> 00:46:00,507 You will see that most people from the neighborhood 589 00:46:00,799 --> 00:46:02,676 know the real story. 590 00:46:02,760 --> 00:46:06,054 But south of 110, I don't know. They are ignorant there. 591 00:46:06,513 --> 00:46:08,182 For them, we are guilty. 592 00:46:08,474 --> 00:46:10,601 If I were you, I'd stay away from the park. 593 00:46:10,684 --> 00:46:12,436 You should go wherever you want. 594 00:46:12,519 --> 00:46:15,230 Live as a free man, don't limit yourself. 595 00:46:15,314 --> 00:46:18,358 That's true! Your enemies will do it for you. 596 00:46:18,817 --> 00:46:20,444 What will you do now? 597 00:46:21,904 --> 00:46:25,949 After having sex. A man must have priorities! 598 00:46:27,618 --> 00:46:29,161 Shit, they're Muslims! 599 00:46:29,703 --> 00:46:32,748 I'm sorry. You should get married first, right? 600 00:46:32,831 --> 00:46:34,416 Dude, it came out yesterday. 601 00:46:34,500 --> 00:46:36,084 Do you already want to marry him? 602 00:46:38,378 --> 00:46:39,880 I want to study again. 603 00:46:40,005 --> 00:46:42,883 - Maybe teach, I don't know. - Do you have a state license? 604 00:46:42,966 --> 00:46:44,968 How are you going to do that as an ex-convict? 605 00:46:46,345 --> 00:46:47,888 Won't they give me a license? 606 00:46:48,597 --> 00:46:50,599 Not for a certified profession. 607 00:46:51,517 --> 00:46:53,685 Bus driver, teacher, paramedic. 608 00:46:54,603 --> 00:46:56,939 No, if you were in prison, you can't. 609 00:46:57,314 --> 00:46:58,398 They prohibit it. 610 00:47:05,364 --> 00:47:06,782 How are you, Mrs. Garcia? 611 00:47:17,543 --> 00:47:18,377 Elombe! 612 00:47:18,460 --> 00:47:20,462 - Look who came! - How are you? 613 00:47:20,546 --> 00:47:22,464 Don't give me "how are you?" 614 00:47:22,548 --> 00:47:23,757 -Ray! - Mrs. Brath! 615 00:47:23,841 --> 00:47:25,259 Were you avoiding us? 616 00:47:25,384 --> 00:47:28,345 No, it's not like that. I didn't want to bother them. 617 00:47:28,428 --> 00:47:31,807 Bother us? We are here to support you. It's not a bother. 618 00:47:31,890 --> 00:47:33,392 Thanks to both of you. 619 00:47:33,600 --> 00:47:37,521 I know they helped dad, in the protests and that. With money too. 620 00:47:37,604 --> 00:47:38,814 That's what we are for. 621 00:47:38,897 --> 00:47:41,400 If you don't have your community in difficult times, 622 00:47:41,483 --> 00:47:42,776 who do you count on? 623 00:47:42,943 --> 00:47:44,152 I appreciate it. 624 00:47:46,530 --> 00:47:47,990 I'll see you at home, Elombe. 625 00:47:50,701 --> 00:47:53,787 - Please come back to see us, Ray. - I will do that. 626 00:47:54,997 --> 00:47:56,373 - Thank you. - OK. 627 00:47:56,540 --> 00:47:57,791 How do you cope? 628 00:47:58,750 --> 00:47:59,668 Don't know. 629 00:48:00,085 --> 00:48:02,588 There are a couple of things you should know. 630 00:48:02,921 --> 00:48:04,756 One, you have support. 631 00:48:05,841 --> 00:48:10,345 The second thing is that they count with you going back to prison. 632 00:48:12,222 --> 00:48:13,557 That won't happen. 633 00:48:14,600 --> 00:48:16,101 They won't catch me again. 634 00:48:16,435 --> 00:48:17,519 Amen. 635 00:48:18,645 --> 00:48:19,897 Do you have a girlfriend? 636 00:48:20,314 --> 00:48:21,565 Did someone write to you? 637 00:48:24,818 --> 00:48:26,278 I still have photos of her. 638 00:48:26,695 --> 00:48:27,613 He wrote a lot. 639 00:48:27,696 --> 00:48:31,241 First he told me what he thought that he was innocent, that he was sorry. 640 00:48:31,325 --> 00:48:32,993 That I was cute or something. 641 00:48:34,244 --> 00:48:37,039 The parole hearing It didn't benefit me. 642 00:48:37,497 --> 00:48:40,208 So I told him: "I'm no good for you. Don't wait for me." 643 00:48:40,292 --> 00:48:42,586 You left her before she left you. 644 00:48:42,836 --> 00:48:46,757 I was going to adult prison. with this tag: 645 00:48:47,215 --> 00:48:48,258 sexual offender. 646 00:48:50,177 --> 00:48:51,762 I didn't know if it would come out. 647 00:48:52,012 --> 00:48:52,971 But you came out. 648 00:48:53,388 --> 00:48:54,348 Now what? 649 00:48:54,806 --> 00:48:57,851 That is the question you should ask yourself. 650 00:48:59,811 --> 00:49:01,229 Get your life back, friend. 651 00:49:02,272 --> 00:49:03,315 Get it back. 652 00:49:05,984 --> 00:49:07,194 And you're not that pretty. 653 00:49:21,124 --> 00:49:21,959 Hello? 654 00:49:22,042 --> 00:49:25,045 Tanya, this is Ray Santana. 655 00:49:26,588 --> 00:49:27,422 Hello, Ray. 656 00:49:29,925 --> 00:49:34,596 When you stopped writing to me... 657 00:49:36,723 --> 00:49:37,683 I don't know. 658 00:49:38,141 --> 00:49:39,017 It hurt me. 659 00:49:40,018 --> 00:49:41,478 I couldn't contact you. 660 00:49:41,895 --> 00:49:44,064 I couldn't visit you or something. 661 00:49:44,606 --> 00:49:46,525 I don't know how to do this. 662 00:49:46,733 --> 00:49:48,777 I will only tell you the truth. 663 00:49:49,778 --> 00:49:51,363 I shouldn't have done that to you. 664 00:49:52,656 --> 00:49:54,908 I didn't want to take you to where I was. 665 00:49:55,158 --> 00:49:57,661 I understand what you're saying, but... 666 00:49:58,286 --> 00:49:59,329 I don't understand it. 667 00:50:00,330 --> 00:50:02,916 We had something good and then you... 668 00:50:03,000 --> 00:50:05,127 I don't understand why you cut me off like that. 669 00:50:05,669 --> 00:50:08,755 Nothing bad had happened to me before the park thing. 670 00:50:10,173 --> 00:50:11,591 Before, I was hopeful. 671 00:50:11,675 --> 00:50:14,678 Afterwards, I no longer had them, not even from us. 672 00:50:21,143 --> 00:50:22,144 I'm sorry. 673 00:50:30,569 --> 00:50:33,071 Monday in New York, President Clinton laughed 674 00:50:33,155 --> 00:50:35,157 of the White House scandals... 675 00:50:47,753 --> 00:50:48,712 What the fuck are you doing? 676 00:50:48,795 --> 00:50:50,047 Who the fuck is that? 677 00:50:50,672 --> 00:50:54,676 Leave us alone! It's not even your house! 678 00:50:59,765 --> 00:51:01,224 I didn't know, I'm sorry. 679 00:51:02,601 --> 00:51:04,061 It's my stepmother. 680 00:51:05,687 --> 00:51:06,521 Enough! 681 00:51:07,522 --> 00:51:10,150 - Wait, please! - Don't fucking touch me. 682 00:51:10,233 --> 00:51:12,027 I'm not lying to you! 683 00:51:12,110 --> 00:51:13,945 - It's my stepmother! - Let me go. 684 00:51:14,029 --> 00:51:17,074 I won't go back in and I have nowhere to take you... 685 00:51:17,157 --> 00:51:20,660 It doesn't matter, we sit there. Let's go to the park. 686 00:51:23,246 --> 00:51:24,206 No, I think... 687 00:51:24,748 --> 00:51:26,249 I think we shouldn't have gone back... 688 00:51:27,793 --> 00:51:30,337 - We are not good together. - I won't let you go. 689 00:51:30,962 --> 00:51:32,589 I already made that mistake. 690 00:51:33,799 --> 00:51:35,008 I'll call you tomorrow. 691 00:51:36,927 --> 00:51:37,928 Will you respond? 692 00:51:53,193 --> 00:51:54,361 It's two dollars. 693 00:51:58,031 --> 00:51:59,991 - Thank you. - Thank you, brother. 694 00:52:03,745 --> 00:52:05,997 Why don't you ever take me to eat chicken? 695 00:52:07,415 --> 00:52:09,000 Why don't you ask me out? 696 00:52:09,835 --> 00:52:11,002 Let's go to Amy Ruth. 697 00:52:11,378 --> 00:52:14,840 Everyone's talking about Amy Ruth's chicken. 698 00:52:14,923 --> 00:52:16,007 It's for tourists. 699 00:52:16,091 --> 00:52:17,759 Well, I'm a tourist. 700 00:52:18,343 --> 00:52:19,344 I want to go. 701 00:52:19,928 --> 00:52:22,764 There's no point in going out to eat. I must save to study. 702 00:52:22,889 --> 00:52:26,434 - You can save next week. - I must save every week. 703 00:52:26,685 --> 00:52:27,811 You know how much I earn. 704 00:52:27,894 --> 00:52:29,563 Yes, 300 dollars. 705 00:52:29,646 --> 00:52:30,689 Every two weeks. 706 00:52:31,148 --> 00:52:34,359 And I give 100 to mom because you must take care of those you love. 707 00:52:35,110 --> 00:52:36,736 I'll keep 100, 708 00:52:36,820 --> 00:52:39,614 and if I could save them all to study, I would. 709 00:52:40,282 --> 00:52:41,658 You are very selfish. 710 00:52:42,492 --> 00:52:43,910 We've been talking for months. 711 00:52:44,161 --> 00:52:46,079 I don't ask you to always go out. 712 00:52:46,705 --> 00:52:48,707 You just stay locked up. 713 00:52:49,291 --> 00:52:51,793 If I had been imprisoned, I would want to get out. 714 00:52:51,877 --> 00:52:53,420 You don't know what you would want. 715 00:52:53,670 --> 00:52:55,797 I won't spend on things that don't matter. 716 00:52:57,174 --> 00:52:58,175 I don't matter? 717 00:52:59,634 --> 00:53:00,886 Is that what you say? 718 00:53:01,678 --> 00:53:03,638 - I don't matter? - I have to study, Adelle. 719 00:53:04,347 --> 00:53:05,765 I must get my life back. 720 00:53:06,308 --> 00:53:08,602 Adelle, listen to me...! 721 00:53:11,855 --> 00:53:14,649 We don't need to talk If I don't make you happy. 722 00:53:17,110 --> 00:53:19,237 I understand, no problem. 723 00:53:20,780 --> 00:53:22,532 Do you want to break up with me? 724 00:53:24,201 --> 00:53:26,912 - I'm just saying... - You act like a recluse! 725 00:53:27,495 --> 00:53:28,788 Damn criminal! 726 00:53:30,248 --> 00:53:31,791 Is this how you treat women? 727 00:53:33,293 --> 00:53:34,169 That's how it is. 728 00:53:35,003 --> 00:53:36,421 I know what you do to them. 729 00:53:36,922 --> 00:53:38,298 What you did to that woman. 730 00:53:39,216 --> 00:53:40,717 You fucking idiot! 731 00:56:02,192 --> 00:56:06,279 I can't wait to take you somewhere other than here. 732 00:56:06,529 --> 00:56:07,947 Maybe to eat. 733 00:56:08,031 --> 00:56:09,240 Where do you want to go? 734 00:56:12,869 --> 00:56:14,204 How are you? 735 00:56:14,287 --> 00:56:16,164 There's a place I want to take you. 736 00:56:16,456 --> 00:56:17,332 Leonard! 737 00:56:17,582 --> 00:56:19,000 Hello, Ray. 738 00:56:19,376 --> 00:56:20,502 Ray! 739 00:56:23,088 --> 00:56:25,173 Are you looking for this? 740 00:56:25,256 --> 00:56:27,509 Look at that! The Virgin Mary watches you. 741 00:56:27,842 --> 00:56:28,718 Take care of it. 742 00:56:28,802 --> 00:56:30,762 Be discreet, okay? Don't make too much noise. 743 00:56:30,845 --> 00:56:32,138 My sister lives upstairs. 744 00:56:42,107 --> 00:56:42,982 Thank you. 745 00:56:49,364 --> 00:56:50,281 Nice. 746 00:56:51,116 --> 00:56:52,575 I didn't put it. 747 00:56:56,246 --> 00:56:58,540 Hey, don't break anything. 748 00:56:59,416 --> 00:57:00,708 - Come. - Not yet. 749 00:57:05,046 --> 00:57:05,922 And now? 750 00:58:08,902 --> 00:58:09,777 Hello. 751 00:58:10,320 --> 00:58:11,738 - You scared me. - Hello. 752 00:58:14,073 --> 00:58:15,408 I want to show you something. 753 00:58:18,620 --> 00:58:20,663 You know my cousin Drea, right? 754 00:58:21,748 --> 00:58:22,916 He will move in June. 755 00:58:23,500 --> 00:58:26,211 It has a small room. 756 00:58:27,128 --> 00:58:31,299 And I thought we could have our own space together. 757 00:58:35,136 --> 00:58:37,388 That is, you and me? 758 00:58:37,972 --> 00:58:39,641 Yes. 759 00:58:40,517 --> 00:58:41,476 Like... 760 00:58:41,809 --> 00:58:45,813 Can I use my teaching stipend? for the deposit and then... 761 00:58:45,980 --> 00:58:48,066 Just pay the first and last month of rent. 762 00:58:49,317 --> 00:58:51,069 We can do it, right? 763 00:58:56,366 --> 00:58:57,408 Yes. 764 00:58:58,159 --> 00:58:59,327 - Yes? - Maybe. 765 00:58:59,410 --> 00:59:02,163 If Siegel lets me continue with double shifts. 766 00:59:07,544 --> 00:59:09,087 Siegel sends you this. 767 00:59:40,702 --> 00:59:41,869 How are you, friend? 768 00:59:42,954 --> 00:59:43,830 All good. 769 00:59:46,583 --> 00:59:48,459 I was wondering... 770 00:59:50,336 --> 00:59:53,923 ...if they were looking for a new partner. 771 00:59:54,132 --> 00:59:55,592 - Do you understand me? - Yeah. 772 00:59:56,426 --> 00:59:57,844 If you want to do business... 773 01:00:22,243 --> 01:00:23,119 Kevin... Hello! 774 01:00:29,959 --> 01:00:31,377 Good to see you, friend. 775 01:00:31,461 --> 01:00:32,712 Likewise. 776 01:00:33,004 --> 01:00:35,632 - You look well. - You too! 777 01:00:37,008 --> 01:00:38,551 Can we sit together? 778 01:00:38,635 --> 01:00:43,264 It must be the only place in the world where no one cares if we see each other. 779 01:00:43,514 --> 01:00:45,350 You look great. 780 01:00:46,017 --> 01:00:48,895 - What's that? - Heavens. 781 01:00:49,395 --> 01:00:53,608 A new freedom officer which says I should wear an anklet. 782 01:00:54,108 --> 01:00:55,026 How awful. 783 01:00:56,569 --> 01:00:57,695 Did you get a job? 784 01:00:57,862 --> 01:00:59,656 Yes, in computer maintenance. 785 01:01:00,156 --> 01:01:02,659 Systems monitoring from a telemarketing company. 786 01:01:02,742 --> 01:01:04,577 How did you learn to do that? 787 01:01:04,661 --> 01:01:05,662 I lied. 788 01:01:07,205 --> 01:01:08,456 I told them I knew how to do it. 789 01:01:08,539 --> 01:01:10,541 Aisha lent me money, I bought some books 790 01:01:10,625 --> 01:01:11,834 and I learned as I went. 791 01:01:11,918 --> 01:01:13,211 - Clear. - Of course. 792 01:01:13,294 --> 01:01:14,796 Yusef lied at work. 793 01:01:15,630 --> 01:01:18,633 The one in the background, if it is new, You must show me your papers. 794 01:01:41,989 --> 01:01:46,160 - Get used to that look. - I never thought people would hate me. 795 01:01:46,369 --> 01:01:47,787 Your mother doesn't hate you. 796 01:01:47,870 --> 01:01:50,248 Neither do your sisters. You have love. 797 01:01:50,331 --> 01:01:52,041 You have women who support you. 798 01:01:52,333 --> 01:01:53,292 It's true. 799 01:01:54,085 --> 01:01:56,087 My mom hugs me all day. 800 01:01:56,379 --> 01:01:58,673 I go to the bathroom and when I come back he hugs me. 801 01:02:00,466 --> 01:02:02,885 - And it doesn't bother me. - Take advantage of it. 802 01:02:02,969 --> 01:02:05,346 Don't rush to leave if you're welcome. 803 01:02:05,555 --> 01:02:06,848 Are you still with your mom? 804 01:02:07,807 --> 01:02:09,016 In fact, no. 805 01:02:09,767 --> 01:02:10,810 I got married. 806 01:02:12,353 --> 01:02:13,312 That? 807 01:02:16,816 --> 01:02:17,734 Friend... 808 01:02:19,569 --> 01:02:21,279 How long have you known her? Didn't you go out nine months ago? 809 01:02:23,322 --> 01:02:24,198 Seven. 810 01:02:24,532 --> 01:02:25,867 Her name is Lakeisha. 811 01:02:25,950 --> 01:02:28,870 I met her at work when I went to collect. 812 01:02:28,953 --> 01:02:31,122 Works in administration during the day. 813 01:02:31,205 --> 01:02:33,416 If she works during the day and you work at night, 814 01:02:33,499 --> 01:02:35,501 when do you see each other? 815 01:02:35,585 --> 01:02:37,962 We make it work. You have to do what is necessary. 816 01:02:38,546 --> 01:02:42,300 Today we have Yusef Salaam and Kevin Richardson, 817 01:02:42,383 --> 01:02:45,303 two of the sexual offenders most famous in New York. 818 01:02:45,720 --> 01:02:48,639 -The Central Park Boys. - Again. 819 01:02:48,723 --> 01:02:50,558 To be freed, 820 01:02:50,641 --> 01:02:54,187 aggressors must recognize having committed the attack. 821 01:02:54,270 --> 01:02:56,647 Okay, Richardson, stand up. Let's start with you. 822 01:02:56,939 --> 01:02:58,608 We don't talk about our case. 823 01:02:59,358 --> 01:03:00,818 I didn't ask you, Salaam. 824 01:03:02,403 --> 01:03:04,322 If you don't mind, ma'am, I won't say anything. 825 01:03:04,697 --> 01:03:06,365 That's not an option. 826 01:03:08,159 --> 01:03:09,702 I do not admit the crime. 827 01:03:10,286 --> 01:03:11,954 Because I stick to the truth. 828 01:03:13,915 --> 01:03:17,001 He is a convicted sex offender. class three. 829 01:03:17,084 --> 01:03:19,879 That is the law, not the truth. I will explain... 830 01:03:19,962 --> 01:03:21,088 Sit down, Salaam. 831 01:03:21,172 --> 01:03:25,343 When New York tried us, Do we accept the deal he offered us? 832 01:03:25,718 --> 01:03:27,553 No. Why? 833 01:03:28,679 --> 01:03:31,474 Because we didn't commit the crime and we don't want to lie. 834 01:03:31,557 --> 01:03:33,184 So if we never lie, 835 01:03:33,518 --> 01:03:35,978 why start now? 836 01:03:37,814 --> 01:03:41,567 Salaam, is this the fifth group from which they ask you to leave? 837 01:03:42,944 --> 01:03:44,320 Do what you have to do. 838 01:03:45,154 --> 01:03:46,322 You too? 839 01:03:48,991 --> 01:03:51,619 COMMUNITY CENTER SAN FRANCISCO JAVIER 840 01:03:51,702 --> 01:03:53,287 - Look at you! - It was great. 841 01:03:53,371 --> 01:03:55,164 It felt good, man. 842 01:03:55,373 --> 01:03:57,625 Let's get together. And the others? And Antron? 843 01:03:58,376 --> 01:03:59,877 His father died a few months ago. 844 01:04:00,169 --> 01:04:01,295 - How awful. - Yes. 845 01:04:01,379 --> 01:04:03,798 Moved to Baltimore he barely finished his LC. 846 01:04:03,881 --> 01:04:06,092 He changed his name, talked about getting married. 847 01:04:06,175 --> 01:04:07,093 - Oh really? - Yes. 848 01:04:07,176 --> 01:04:09,804 - How rushed. - We want to live now. 849 01:04:09,887 --> 01:04:11,347 We wasted a lot of time. 850 01:04:11,430 --> 01:04:13,307 Korey. Where is? 851 01:04:13,474 --> 01:04:15,393 I don't think even his mother knows. 852 01:04:15,476 --> 01:04:17,186 He's locked up somewhere. 853 01:04:18,729 --> 01:04:21,107 When our LC ends, we have to look for it. 854 01:04:21,899 --> 01:04:22,900 Yes. 855 01:04:24,235 --> 01:04:25,695 Who do you talk to the most? With Ray? 856 01:04:26,195 --> 01:04:29,448 I don't know, friend. I heard bad things. 857 01:05:29,884 --> 01:05:31,469 I have a surprise for you. 858 01:05:36,474 --> 01:05:38,601 Daddy, it's my birthday! 859 01:05:38,809 --> 01:05:41,020 It's not your birthday. It's in December. 860 01:05:47,276 --> 01:05:48,152 No problem. 861 01:05:54,283 --> 01:05:55,868 Tanya and I have the keys. 862 01:05:56,911 --> 01:05:58,537 I'm moving tomorrow. 863 01:06:00,831 --> 01:06:01,749 Good for you. 864 01:06:02,124 --> 01:06:03,960 You can give my room to Ramón. 865 01:06:07,213 --> 01:06:08,172 No, son. 866 01:06:08,255 --> 01:06:10,257 That's how I got my life back. 867 01:06:10,341 --> 01:06:13,010 - A shortcut to get started. -Ray. 868 01:06:13,260 --> 01:06:14,470 You're smart, right? 869 01:06:14,887 --> 01:06:17,431 Do you sell crack? Come on, you know how it will end. 870 01:06:17,515 --> 01:06:21,227 It's just a push to leave here and give you space. 871 01:06:21,310 --> 01:06:23,854 - Have mine. - Thanks, but get that out of here. 872 01:06:24,188 --> 01:06:25,773 Get him out of my house! 873 01:06:33,197 --> 01:06:34,865 When everything happened, 874 01:06:36,242 --> 01:06:38,202 I couldn't understand what was happening. 875 01:06:38,911 --> 01:06:39,829 I did not understand. 876 01:06:41,122 --> 01:06:43,958 In prison, I started reading articles 877 01:06:44,041 --> 01:06:47,420 who wrote against us from the first days, 878 01:06:47,878 --> 01:06:49,588 all transcripts, 879 01:06:50,089 --> 01:06:51,882 the lies they told. 880 01:06:52,216 --> 01:06:53,384 I looked at my recording. 881 01:06:54,218 --> 01:06:56,387 I don't know who that damn kid is. 882 01:06:56,887 --> 01:06:59,098 - I didn't even recognize myself. - I know, Ray. 883 01:06:59,181 --> 01:07:02,643 I know, but what they stole from you can't be bought. 884 01:07:03,561 --> 01:07:06,022 You can't buy it with money, with business 885 01:07:06,105 --> 01:07:07,606 or any of that shit. 886 01:07:08,691 --> 01:07:09,608 You understand? 887 01:07:10,067 --> 01:07:12,111 Because it's gone, it's in the past. 888 01:07:12,820 --> 01:07:15,072 But you don't have to be what they said you were. 889 01:07:48,981 --> 01:07:50,316 We just went out. 890 01:07:52,401 --> 01:07:53,611 It was a nice night. 891 01:07:54,403 --> 01:07:55,404 That was all. 892 01:07:59,241 --> 01:08:00,785 We were just passing time. 893 01:08:05,873 --> 01:08:08,459 They say: "Boys will be boys." 894 01:08:11,045 --> 01:08:14,340 But when they say "guys", they don't talk about us. 895 01:08:20,429 --> 01:08:22,473 They talk about other kids, 896 01:08:22,556 --> 01:08:23,724 from other places. 897 01:08:24,517 --> 01:08:26,644 When could we be boys? On the floor! 898 01:08:42,952 --> 01:08:44,954 I can't be something I'm not. 899 01:08:49,542 --> 01:08:50,876 I am not a citizen. 900 01:08:52,586 --> 01:08:54,088 They don't want it to be. 901 01:08:56,006 --> 01:08:57,466 I don't want to be either. 902 01:08:58,926 --> 01:09:00,469 I'm in a strange place. 903 01:09:02,221 --> 01:09:04,431 Half free, half prisoner... 904 01:09:06,809 --> 01:09:08,310 ...no matter where you go. 905 01:09:26,704 --> 01:09:28,080 I'm sorry, dad. 906 01:09:30,416 --> 01:09:31,834 You shouldn't apologize. 907 01:09:33,711 --> 01:09:36,505 You tried. And you know what? 908 01:09:36,964 --> 01:09:38,299 You will try again. 909 01:09:48,309 --> 01:09:49,435 I must go.